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fucking spider attack. and all i could do was panic.
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On the twelfth day of Christmas, nevergetitright sent to me...
Twelve diners drumming
Eleven boots piping
Ten politics a-leaping
Nine treats dancing
Eight trainwrecks a-milking
Seven descendents a-swimming
Six scattergories a-running
Five auto-o-o-omatic weapons
Four sigur ros
Three bbc news
Two ferris wheels
...and a converge in a clean laundry.
Get your own Twelve Days:
Current Location:
nj
Current Music:
headautomatica
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school is killing me, honestly.

but ken came to visit (which was awesome); and at least i have my shitty classes with friends, so not only do i have good friends to study with, i have people to bitch to who really understand (which as everyone knows - is something i have no control over).

and last night after i woke up from my sweet nap, after my awful exam...ken and dayna were hanging out in the living room. cigs and pokey sticks with friends. there is nothing better. so i am feeling a little bit better (even after my scene with drinking knife water this morning). hopefully this will last longer than just this afternoon.

ps. oh and i found my frosty from last week in the freezer when i was makingg lunch. it was glorious.

Current Location:
my shithole
Current Music:
placebo - pure morning
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idiolect - a person's individual speech pattern
Current Location:
2w trying not to slit my wrists
Current Music:
mix
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word of the day: spurious - not authentic or true
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My Interests Collage! )
Create your own! Originally Written By [info]ga_woo, Hosted and ReWritten by [info]darkman424
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i had a nervous breakdown yesterday and almost dropped two of my classes. i called my mom and she said that i should probably get back on the all drugs i stopped taking before i left for college freshman year...apparently she doesn't like the changes in me since then.

i guess i have been in a downward spiral for three and half years and no one told me.

sweet life.

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if there are two statements which appear to be uniform in semantics, but one is about physical objects and the other is about abstract objects - is it possible to prove that they are in fact uniform over languages if you can not prove the statement in the same manner? and even so if you prove each statement does that make them both objectively true? or just one? or neither?

school has taken on a new challenge this semester.

i think i am getting a cold. not impressed.

Current Location:
house
Current Mood:
sneezy
Current Music:
nelly furtado
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i miss feeling in control.
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new teeth in four months and counting. fuck yeah.
Current Location:
2W with lauren
Current Music:
maneater remix
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define the word lemma - without looking it up. i seriously had never heard this word before and it was used like a million times in an article i was reading today. i am def in over my head this semester (but i won't bitch because i know i am not the only one)
Current Location:
library basement
Current Music:
imogen heap - headlock
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today my political sociology prof admitted to being socialist - i LOVE to learn politics and law from people who push their beliefs on me. oh no actually that makes me want to slit my wrists.

and yesterday my business ethics prof forgot his bag, with notes for the class in it, at home. the class started off really slowly and then stopped existing when a bee flew into the classroom and he some vietnam-type flashback to when was teaching a class a couple years ago and some girl got stung and went into shock from her allergic reaction to the sting. the next twenty minutes were spent chasing the bee around the classroom with umbrella, of course which flew apart with a heavy swhack against the wall...the bottom half shot across the room to knock over a freshly opened diet pepsi bottle.

sometimes i seriously wonder what kind of education i am getting...

so i am at the library trying to teach things to myself - fuck class, it just gets in the way of me learning.
Current Location:
4E
Current Mood:
full of menna's
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who wants to proof read my independent study paper? i will love you forever!
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Moved on to clear the air
Just to be alone
The perfect on the road
Settle down
Try not to clear it up
I’m ready in my time
I’m here I’m doing fine

Settle down … my friend

Step on the toes and let me down
It’s sending messages around
I’m not quite ready now
Loan me to bottle up
It’s over and it’s done
Let’s drink to moving on

Settle down … my friend
Step on the toes and let me down
It’s sending messages around
Step on the toes and let me down
It’s sending messages around
I’m not quite ready now.

Current Location:
4E
Current Music:
grand national
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i really wonder how i got here sometimes.
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BabyBunney13 (1:52:17 PM): like how ppl just keep turning 29 years old - you're just going to say forever that your number is 25

"Number applies itself to man, angels, actions, thoughts - everything that either doth exist or can be imagined. - Locke

Current Location:
the library
Current Mood:
overwhelmed as always
Current Music:
radiohead and other writing paper music
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i woke up wondering: what do the people in oklahoma city feel today?
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i have been trying to get things done so that i can go up north for the weekend and fundraise.

we will see. i see myself getting about 60% of the shit i really need to do - completely done.

how crappy is it that i am this overwhelmed two weeks into the semester...there aren't even words. AH.

hopefully this weekend will be fun and a good experience and make up for everything else. (although secretly i do kind of wish i could go to chichago)

Current Music:
impact
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sometimes i think i should just spend the rest of my life alone. it would probably be easier that way. (something i think every time i look at my mother) it makes me sad, but i am more afraid of hurting the people around me...because i know i do (just like she did) and i am not sure how to stop without changing the things about me that make me. (and sometimes you can't change no matter how hard you try)

nothing is ever easy and there are always repercussions. but at least i will be able to say i learned something from it all. maybe i am even growng as person. (finger to the side of my mouth face)

Current Music:
the brand new song
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